End of the World

Its pretty frantic

Out there

Pretty scary

And wild

Shooters and typhoons

Thinking the world is

Just a game of chess

I am a knight

But my armour lacks

Some shine

Rather its my character that will

Save me from the fights

The brawls of fists and iron

Teeth smashed

And i wonder why

People think the world is ending

But isnt it always?

So close to a precipise that

You forget life could be any different

Be still

He said

And that stillness is the only

Thing radically different

That it gives my soul


then again

then again

If I destroy my inner self

fretting about


love that doesn’t exist


I will carve my name into

the tree of death

and slowly fade

into eternal


or agony

depending on how

you gaze at the dead


I now have


It seems that only in my dreams

Do we talk for hours

Before falling asleep

In eachothers arms

The hold

You have

On my minds desires

Slowly simmers


My stone cold heart

I wish more things about the

Present reflected my

Dreams of the future

Like washed towles and

A clean bedroom

But I have become satisfied

With waiting until

I see your bright warm cheeks

Swelling in laughter

My oh my

Can my dreams

Last a little longer?

My mind thought about you all night

even though

I didn’t taste anything

no sweet kisses or

peach hugs

for my belly

deep inside of me

I wandered around

thinking you would finally appear

but the dream never did shape up

to anything but

a cozy snuggle with my cat

I thought it would be fun to romanticize and fantasize

about how your beard would feel against my smooth cheek

and wouldn’t it be perfect if

the puzzles fit together


like our hands


but only in my dream

I want

I want you know

I thought about you

I want to know

I care about you

When you said

that you wanted to die

I want to you know

I gave you a think

I want you to know

life will not sink

When we said

“see ya later, goodbye”

It isn’t hard

for me to find

the reasons why

you bring me sunshine

It isn’t hard

for me to hide

the reasons why

you bring a smile to my life

I want you know

I thought about you

I want you to care

that I’ll see you through

When you said

that you wanted to die

When you say

your final goodbye