5 Thoughts

Hello! This week I was inspired by Katie Kay to write about 5 things that I’ve had on my mind. Read her post here. Thanks for the inspiration Katie!

1)Joy.

                 At certain times in my life, I have found it hard to have joy, see joy, taste joy. The thing is joy is not dependant on my physical, spiritual or emotional circumstances. Joy is found both within myself and outside myself. Even if I feel no joy, I can trust that there is something else in the universe that it is joyful and I can turn and look at this instead. Maybe this sounds like jumbled up philosophical nonsense that doesn’t really make sense. But the action of finding joy has given me more hope than I thought was possible. Recently, I have realized that joy is key to my existence. I must find joy in the absurd, joy in the depressing and joy in the lovely. For in those moments where I dig deep, this is where I can truly make changes and create a more positive life for myself. Darkness may exist but I will shine through it with my joy.

2) It’s not the destination that matters

              Now that I have ticked all of the educational boxes in my life (ie, middle school,highschool, college…) I have found it hard to define my “purpose”. In the past few years, I have bumped along from one job to another with no specific goal. This lack of a defined goal has left me confused and lonely. Sometimes I don’t know what the hell I am doing, other days I feel so convinced of my calling that I feel on fire. Have you felt this way? In recent months, after continuing on with my everyday existence, I have found that life really is about the journey not the destination. In the US, we are so focused on goals and achievements, I feel that we sometimes lose sight of the true beauty found in the journey.  Traveling, living, these small seemingly mundane moments are where my life is truly lived. And in this simplicity, I find myself becoming more and more content. My journey is not done and I don’t mind not knowing where I am going.

3) Miss Fishers independence

                 Recently, I have been watching “Miss Fisher’s Murder Mysteries” on the good ol’ netflix (not a sponsor). I am really enjoying this series and can’t believe I never saw it before. I am a true sucker for anything mysterious and so after the first episode I was hooked. Also who doesn’t love a gunslinging, rich and powerful lady detective? Anyway, this series has helped inspire some of my own stories for two kid detective characters that I have been working on. Maybe one day these characters will see the light of day. 

4) Wanting to travel/ making plans

               As much as the destination OF LIFE doesn’t matter, I am really itching to travel and go places. I have a friend living abroad and I am trying/hoping/praying that I will be able to make it out to her sometime soon! For me, I have to start talking about travel plans way in advance so that I begin to take my desires seriously. It might sound strange but I basically need to hype myself up to even consider a trip. This is just the way my crazy brain works. Anyway, I have been looking at tickets and searching for cheap flight options (if that is even a thing) and trying to visualize myself going and traveling around the world. Fingers crossed that everything will work out! 

5) The future is bright

             Even if I don’t feel this to be true every moment of the day, my future is bright. I have been thinking about “what’s next” in life and I have come to the conclusion that no matter what, it will be bright.  By trying to answer this question, I have cause headaches, stomach pains and needless anxiety. I don’t know what clicked in my head the other day (maybe I’m maturing??) but now when I ask myself “what’s next” my answer is, “the future is bright”. I won’t worry about what lies ahead or what lies behind. Instead I will trust that the future is bright, because,really, it is.

 

Be well,

L

4 thoughts on “5 Thoughts

  1. c17princess says:

    Hello, my friend!

    You have made my day with this post. Thank you so much for sharing your 5 things. ❤

    1. You are such a kind spirit. When you say," Even if I feel no joy, I can trust that there is something else in the universe that it is joyful and I can turn and look at this instead," this shares your wish for a peaceful world. This is such a selfless thought process, and I wish you much joy in the meantime.

    2. Amen to this! Does anyone really know where he or she is going in life? Maybe some, but I think there is magic in the mystery of the unknown! Yes, it can be hard at times to figure out one's path, but there is something amazing about the growth one experiences while on it.

    3. I will have to check this out! 🙂

    4. Yes, my fingers are crossed for you! Traveling is amazing, despite its priciness. Check out googleflights if you haven't already. Sometimes they show you the best deals for the days you need. But make sure to do this with your cookies off so that they (hopefully) don't uncharge the price the next time you view the ticket.

    5. Such an optimistic outlook, and I love this mentality! The future is bright because you have such a great spirit.

    Again, thank you for making my day! I wish you the best.

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    • liyonadancer100 says:

      Thank you so much for this heart felt response! I really loved reading your post and thought it would be a good way to share more about me 🙂 I am looking forward to reading more about your own journey! And thanks so much for reading about mine!

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