lonely no more

I sweep away the crumbs

from my cluttered desk

finding space for

my fingers to tap the key board and once

again

relay to you

questions of my heart.

.

the woodpecker sleeps

as the moon fades into darkeness

my breathy fog

hits the screen door

as I call my dog back

back to his warm home

.

maybe having the answers

to all of life’s questions

is exhausting

maybe its too much to bear

but in this moment

I am jealous

of the future

jaded by my desire to know

know it all

to understand the depths

of my

dark soul.

Is it too much to ask?

Too much to reason with?

the cascading emotions

of time and relevance

only draw me

closer to

insanity.

.

the fan that constantly

hums

in my room

provides a much needed

distraction

to the sounds of the voices

in my head.

to the ringing of the

“too little to late”

mantra that pierces my eyes

each morning

.

I find respite here.

I find rest in the words

penned so carelessly

one has to wonder

if they count as

prose.

But I find solem peace here.

Knowing that

if I can find

just one weary traveler who

understands

we can journey together.

.

lonely no more

 


I read a blog post just last week about lonliness and how it can effect many places of your life. That feeling that you don’t belong or others don’t understand. It can be a sinking feeling that becomes a crippling idea landing you into the realm of depression. If you are feeling lonely today, please, say hello to me in the comments. I want to reassure you, you are not crazy for feeling this way and you are not alone either. This interent sphere can tie us together even with just a comment.

 

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