Ships in the night

I followed my heart and

Told you

That I wanted to still be friends

And keep in touch

Lets see eachother again

I gave you a note

And said friendship

Can be real

Lets make sure

We don’t forget



Please do

Not dissapoint

I will be waiting

And once I return

I will reach out

Know I want our friendship to last

And for us to not be

Ships passing in the night

But I will not

Continue to

Your shore


So please

Reach out

And call my name

And I will answer




I didnt say hello

How are you

For many months now

It seems your face has been 

Lost to memory

Where are you

Where am I

Too late I tried to save 

The remaining assemblage of a 


Who are you 

Who am I

I apologize for how I have neglected you

I dont really know how to be friends

Because it is hard

To care for everyone

I have built up walls around


Because I do not want to risk

Getting hurt

Or missing you

I am sorry

That I function 

Like a fourth grader

Pretending to be an adult

It feels as though I have lacked

In my scale

That I arbitrarily assigned to myself

I have judged myself harshly

Because I want to make sure the standard

I set is met so that

I can accept

That maybe


We are 



My friendship with you

Is something sweet

We talk about life and 


Justice and God

Our thoughts are free

And I am more thankful than


I read in my diary

A plea for a friendship

Real and deep

And I think I have been blessed

You have been changed by the spirit

And I have been changed by patience 

I pray our lives remain


And that we do not 

Drift apart

From the Lord 

We love

Far Away

I talked to my friend

Who is faraway

We still hold eachother close

Even if we are faraway

I laughed with my friend

Cried with my friend

But they were faraway

When will you return

To the land that gave you fire?

When will you fly home,

To the land that gave you wings

Faraway my dear

Are your dreams.


It is a hard thing?

To make a friend?

In a day and age where likes and emojis

clutter up my words and thoughts and feelings

Lets be friends,

I want to say

But instead I friend requested you

Lets be real

I wanted to say

But instead I posted a selfie

Lets agree to hold each other close

when life’s storms will to tear us apart

I promise not to leave you mere messages

lazy slime and gook

I will build us a chariot of fire

so our friendship will ignite

and we will take to world

laughing up a storm.


I woke from my dreams

With feeling of blank complacency 

I wondered why my best friend was so far 


We share friendship and care even miles 


I whisper prayers for her saftey

I hope her boat will stay steady

I thank God for her experience

But how can you be jealous of her joy?

I am happy to give her a homecoming 

Knowing that the shock of being 


Will be hard to bear

I pray for transition

Knowing that friendship will allow 

Me to call my friend everyday

And smile and laugh

Face to face

Dream love

He seems like some one 

I would like to be around

Too bad I am leaving

In two days

I like his smile

and have grown to enjoy his style

Remembering when we first met

Each time we chatted

I noticed you staring too

Directly into my eyes

I will miss you

And the friendship we could have had

But I keep telling myself 

That I didnt miss out

Its just

You were never mine

From the start