Love

I dread the day

When

I fall in love

And leave my dreams behind

Where will I run

If you make my heart

Stop beating?

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Lost boys

And me

Seemingly

Drowning

Hello dark

Light never

I gasped

And then

We kissed

It tasted like

Memories

That I didnt

Share with you

Forgive me

And call me

By my

Real name

Secret

I’ll let you in

On a little secret

I had a dream about a

Boy

And I think I’ve

Become so infatuated

That my fake talks

Are better than the real

Ones

I’ve become so mad that

I will dream even when

I am awake

Sometimes these

Dreams are freeing

But now they have become a prison

Jailed inside my head

Help me

Dove

Dear Darling

My dove

I startled your peace

And you’ve flown to the

Above

No hill or mountain

Could stand in your way

No well or fountain

Could cause you to stray

Dear Darling

My dove

Where have you gone

I listened for you

To hear your great song

Rain and sunshine

Past me by

Dear Darling

My dove

Why did you die?

Just me?

Who else daydreams

During a conversation?

Who else believes fairies

Are just around the corner?

I spent all my money on collecting

All the toys found in

Cereal boxes

I spent all my time

Memorizing all the lyrics

To a nursery rhyme

Who else thinks the world

Has secret passage ways?

Who else dreams of

Sunshine and peonies?

Its just me

And you

I think

Lets continue

And never

Actually

Answer

Anything

Love

Sense

Hyacinth petals

Light pink and blush

Cream colored candies

Tasting of peppermint and

Lime

Sour sugar diamonds for

Breakfast and

Rich smooth touch

For dinner

Delicious

Sensuous

Ripples

Of fudge butter

On my skin

It was a sort of heaven

Honey

Sap of the agave

Slowly crowding

My mouth

Too much

Not enough

Crisp apple crunch

Juice of a lemon

Stinging

My eyes

But making me gasp

Craving

More

Flavors and sensations

To forget

Something

To forget

You

Letter

Wrote a letter

Only God would read

On my heart

In my mind

Loves planted seed

It started as a sonnet

It ended as a march

Slowly taken from a place

That was already parched

I wrote a letter

You would never read

In my

Mind

On my

Heart

Whispers of a future

Love

Never will it start

Ships in the night

I followed my heart and

Told you

That I wanted to still be friends

And keep in touch

Lets see eachother again

I gave you a note

And said friendship

Can be real

Lets make sure

We don’t forget

Eachothers

Faces

Please do

Not dissapoint

I will be waiting

And once I return

I will reach out

Know I want our friendship to last

And for us to not be

Ships passing in the night

But I will not

Continue to

Your shore

Forever

So please

Reach out

And call my name

And I will answer

Everytime

First things

First things first

You must love your

Neighbor as yourself

But how can I do

Such a thing when I do

Not love myself?

First things first

You must love yourself

As God loves you

And care for your mind and soul

Then

The secrets of love

With become know

And multiply in your heart

You will love your neighbor

As yourself

Because

He first loved

You

These things will

Become known to

You

First things first

Metal heart

Wire

Only metal

String to attach

My heart together

Sewn with tedious

Loops

It took me many years

To cover the patch

That had been left

Many metal strings

Breaking my fingernails

Bleeding tips to

Strain the needle

And thread through

So if I seem

Too harsh

Or not willing to budge

Its because my spirit is made of cold

Steel

I have built it up

To alleviate

Any pain

Or happy feelings

I don’t really hurt anymore

For the cost of protection

Is leaving behind

Love

I confess

My heart

still beats

And murmurs

Though waking hours

Are not

As dazzling

Warm me

Coax me to the fire

In your eyes and

Heart

Melt away my steel string

And burn away

All of me

So I cease to exist

Without you